Mind over Muscle

I lost my Amega magnetic arm bracelet, haiya.... i have been wearing that since my MOM gave me.

Actually im not really a fan of this product, and i think they are work of a Con-men trying to earn a fortune by direct selling method. And my Mom is another victim to fall for this, one arm band cost rm 600 on average. Thats stupid, the magnet and the bracelet dont even cost rm20 and even less i can say!

But nevertheless, it reminds me of mom everytime i wear it. So its precious 2 me.

Well good news! I got my my EILTS english test results back and guess wat, i score a 7! a big fat 7 out of 9. AHAHAHA, actually its a piece of cake, i had full confidence I will do well :P thanks guys for praying for me. You know how important this is to me..

Why important? because after this result i will get a confirmation imedietely of my PR visa approval for Australia. And not only that... i actually made a brave challenge to my sister saying
" I wont fail! if I fail I will CHOP OF MY DICK!"
so... in a way, your prayer and mine, had safe my dick. thank you.

I called IDP subang today to ask a favour from them, i asked if they were able 2 send the results to the laywer at australia by email. Spoke to 2 women and got harsh and strong excuse why not to help me. Fine, ill do it myself.

"if i can help ill help my dear"

This is her last sentence when im talking to her on the phone, and i can sense its the most unhonest speech of words anyone could say. Why not she just tell me straight she is not free and too busy 2 help me, and she couldnt care less about my problem and needs. Actually im cool with this, its not much. I manage to provide the details and scannned the results to send by email already.

Its not that im angry at her, she is just one of many people in todays world that are somehow selfish and cold. "If i can help you I will help"

Actually you CAN, you just dont WANT to help.

Its sad really, when I see people around us. The good people are taken advantage of, making them really unsecure and reserved from others, when others ask for help.. most likely people will just ignore and refuse. Especially when asking for money and donations. Why? because so many con-men and so called "beggers" are out there asking for money.. so, somehow. Everyone dont give anymore. Even though it MIGHT be true when someone is BEGGING for food.

There is just so many sick and sad things out there! SO how we know we can trust people out there? WE cannot trust people out there, there are 2 many sick and perverted mental selfish evil monsters inside those bastards.

So we must be smart and use wisdom to the limits, we cant judge people 2. So as i say.. wisdom. We help in a smart way. We react to situations inteligently. We have a brain.. so use it!