It got me Thinking

I found back my amega arm bracelet! I drop it under my car passengers seat.

Today i went to combine cell at Anna's house, and pastor John shared. It got me thinking well and hard as i reflect these questions on myself.
And i got really frustrated and dissapointed because i cant answer these questions:

What do you want?
Where are you going?
What are your plans?
What you like?
Who you want to be?
What the f**k are you doing?!!

A big SIGHHHHHHHH

no use crying isnt it, no point being dissapointed at myself 2. Living without guidiance and destination, im lost and this feeling is not good.

There is one thing i could do

The Bible
i have stopped reading it since last 4 to 5 years. The Isrealites and Singapore both are under the management of good biblical principles, living by it, they have prosper even under difficult condition. I have no one 2 turn for advice, my only alternative is by reading The Bible for wisdom and in hope, i could understand myself better 2.




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Sheila! ( If you so happen 2 read this )I just wan 2 let you know that i will give you my moral support as you take the role as our cell leader at Bayu. Stay cheerful! :)