2007+1

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appy new year!

wishing your not so happy life to be happy from now! if you are happy already then continue to be happy! but sometimes when you are sad i hope you will remember to be happy in 5mins time after your sadness.. if heart break from break up i hope ull be happy after 1 day of sadness!!!... maybe one week! but not more!!! thats what i wish you!

ok... em, i got alot of comments from ppls saying i fat already! they say i got a 30 over year old body! With that beer belly sticking out lidat.. hmm alot ppl ask me go lose weight and go GYM.. i lazy la... never try be4 dont want 2 oso. sometimes eat oso lazy...LOL joking.

BUT

i really fell good about myself la.. dont want change anything if i could.. but not fatter ofcourse! i like the chubby me, like teddy bear lidat. sumore my skin like TAU HU smooth... wah.. who hug me sure feel SEDAP wan! LOOL

anyway...

there is something going on my my mind, i cannot tahan the fact that i am still dependable to my parent for living. Even though i have worked.. but mostly i depend on them for everything, like place 2 stay and someone to wash my laundry all that. AND my college fees.. its support by them.

ITs not that it is not good, i really need them.. and i need one last favour, which is to support me during the first few months as i go to the city during winter time and study and find a job there.. and live there by myself. As i settle down.. i need 2, i want 2! ITS time to be independant!

There is a burning desire to proove to myself and all the world that i can do it! I think i want to try to be like a lone ranger and have a adventure of my own in a city place for few years. That is wat i wan for this year..

....hopefully it can happen. Wonder if it does happen.. will i survive and achieve something in the end? hmmmmm