goodOLDＬｏｖｅ

A
fter i left KLANG..

i left many young girls behind 2. And i am heart broken. And everyday the restaurant i will work at will play loves songs, what a tourture.. LOL

But today afternoon.. one thing caught my attention.




ｉｔ　ｗａｓ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｏｌｄ　ｃｏｕｐｌｅ　ｔｈａｔ　ｃａｍｅ　ａｎｄ　ｍａｋａｎ　ａｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｒｅｓｔａｕｒａｎｔ. And the old lady had difficulty walking at old age.. but that does not stop them to come out and makan together.Its not the 1st time i seen them around together. The old man will hold her all the time to make sure she does not fall. And when they had finished, and returning home.. it took them 5 mins to walk out the restaurant and 5 mins to get in the car outside the restaurant, i was watching them from the glass window.

imagine this old couple when they are in their golden age, prime moment when they are young.. love that does not die is a LOVE that i have not experience yet.

All those break up and divorce is so rediculious and bullshit.. there is only hurt and heart break.. as if the world is not worse enough to live.

DECO!

Y
eah!!!!!!

Hey guys, christmas is coming! yeah! hey.. i need help! This coming saturday the 22 there is a party! christmas gathering.. em, im doing the decoration! i love it! but this is my 1st time in charge of things like this so... need help!!

IDEAs ideas!!! my mind! wake up and do your work!! cook some ideas! crazy cool deco!!!! oh......
feel like sleeping....

Camperon

Y
ahoooooooo

GY camp 2007! over d la.. it was fun 4 me la cos i when there 2 relax!! and have fun.. and i did in my own way, the only thing was that i keep getting stomach ache troughout the camp.. and if anyone would notice ill be holding on to toilet paper time 2 time.

But dont worry! I enjoy the stomach ache as well! Its good feeling 2 shit out the shit. I wan 2 apologize 2 my group KG Chilex for giving them a hard time during skit practice! I missed all the meeting and only meet before the skit. And my leader, Jon Kong was like so streesed directing us.. and i was making havoc all.. muahaha, i have fun with u guys la, hope it is 2 for you guys.

Alright! now... i will look forward 2 christmas and then australia again.

P/S:KFC is really good la, no matter what u say about the cruelty of treating cickens in the farm that we ate.. i CHOOSE 2 purposely ignore it! doesnt everyone??

Camperon

Dream

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feel so sleepy 2 day i slept at office, oh man.. what a example.

In the future i wish i could own a sports car and be a professional rally champion and a illegal street racing legend! Right now in the moment that goal is as hazy as my afternoon daydreaming dream.

Dream

RED

H
ey

my 1st time to dye my hair i colour it RED, its extreme! i like it, my fav colour ma.

so now i look so gangster, i wonder if my reputation or the 1st impression to people will be effected.

anyway

i want to ask one question, if u have the power to erase one persons memory for a single incident that happen before, who, what and why?

I Want that power badly!

oh boy tell u, One thing happen 2 me that made me realize, the things i do and not do WILL effect the people around me. And just this time.. it is big time bad. ( this has nothing to do with the hair thingy )

But im still alive and well, no where else to go but to go up!

"IM stronger now than yesterday"

O.O

So
oorry!



Im a little ashamed of not updating my blog, i wan to apologize to those that view my blog and see the same thing for the past few months.

Im getting lazy! And i dont online much so.. but what really happen in the "period of no updatedness" so long? Routine days.. i could put it that way, same things everyday.. or maybe i just lost the perception for noticing the special little differences in my morning or night.

You want to know? There is this emptiness that i felt everyday, and i have been going to the cyber cafe frequently to play games to fill the void.

And i always makes my family worry bout me, i dunno wat to say to that.. its personal la, its something i would keep a secret from you friends, in fact.. there is lots i will keep secrets from you.

Someday i will be more open and expressive i can tell u that, for the sake of those around me so that they will grow and be strong.

Er... so much promises but none is kept. So i shall not make any more empty promises, i still believe body language is important!

Cameron Highlands

A
hem..

Okay.. after i return from one of Bali's volcano mountain, Mt Batur. I made another trip, to another highland, the Cameron Highland! With ma mates of de Grace Camp 2007 Commiteee

All is good.. one night, had nice steam boat, woah.. the tom yam soup is really really yummy. We had discussions, walkaround, hiking and alot of makan time of course.

SickTwistedF#@K

S
igh..



when i got to know the news of Nurin Jazlin the little girl that was kidnapped by terrible men i was so disappointed, angry and other mixed emotions that had a little sick feeling in the stomach.



I wished i could help, if i ever know anything about the crime i will surely help, whatever that is behind this has to stop.



Here is some suggestions when HE/THEY are caught.. 1) Chop off their f#%king penis off

2) Slow death penalty.. like starvation. Any better ideas? I bet the punishment is nothing compared to the fear and abuse they inflict on those child victim.

shes among many other children that is missing in Malaysia recently. The picture is from the star online http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2007/9/19/nation/18927333&sec=nation

*oOo one big f*%king middle finger to the SickTwistedF%#K*

Digi

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Bali

S
orry fans and loyal supporter (tak tau malu) because i have not been a good boy to update my blog. Many things happen but i prefer to leave it all in the table and eat in another table mostly.( calebs parables /words of abstractness /riddles )

I have been working in Superwonderful films again on a Astro TVC job and this time we will go to Bali! Well, sounds nice but im going there to work not play, but its better cause there wont be any boring moments as i am predicting now.. i will be busy busy busy mostly. Working with the production team on shoot is fun.

The 20 talents we selected from Malaysia and another 1000 from Indonesia will have to endure lots of physical challenges that involve ALOT of running in the jungles and hills, the last scene they have to run up to the peak of the mountain, the message is.. 'the new breed of generation'.


One of them, our friend, Ivan Tan got selected, you will see him in TV soon.

21

R

ecently i've celebrated my 21st birthday on the 7th july 2007 a date which i would remember easily when i grow old next time.

I tried to make it memorable, and have decide to have the theme as crazy as a costume party! I have high hope's for that day, even though things dont go as it was planned in my mind it made me realise something important. "it is time to.. move on." i say to myself.

I really really very very thank you, Sarah Pang( your moral and pysical support ), Jason Pang( didnt sleep cos of me that night ), Cerdwin Yap( even though u morally and fashionably refuse to dress as a cheerleader you did it anyway cos of me, and the games too, tough crowd, and the cake too!), Dinash( haha, the MC for the day )

I really love to help u guys in your mojor upcoming events if u let me, you're the best!

And.. its not much of our culture to display ourself so embarrasingly 'thick faced'. I want to appreciate all of the 'tak tau malu' people as some did came with stunning and weird costumes! There's Lara Croft played by Sarah Pang, really sexy, and Assassin from RO game, home-made costume! Hawaiian Chick played by Ang Wei Loong.. really really sexy, you made us and me especially really happy, and even Zombie from Resident Evil played by Albert Ang!

There's so many more, cheerleader, dark jedi, cyclops, mafia's wife, mafia's bodyguards, mafia's boss, retro chick, gothic chick, retro dude, dark Marilyn Monroe, chick from the 70's, ah pek, baby, uncostumed and normal and even Casanova!

Lsuling(mafia girlfriend), me(gorila), Ian(Cyclops), Dinash(mafia boss)

Sarah Pang(tomb raider)sexy....Zlwin Chew(Casanova)sexy...pui



Cyclops Vs Assasin(Jason Pang)who will win?

Family!! BroDavid, Mom, Me, cake, SisAnge,KokLam,NephewAiden, SisKimberly

Probably the weirdest dudes in Klang, Pj andKelana Jaya too..

..and so he blogged

H
ello, how is your day?

Mine started 'OK' and i felt i should be happy that i started blogging, hmmm... im not really sure how this habit will help me, i know that it is something like a diary when i keep records of all things in my life from day to day basis but the difference is it's not suppose to be a very personal thing because it's like=showing to everyone?

After few minutes of pauses between the few sentences of words i typed above my mind has been wondering and thinking(mostly day dreaming.. i think my brain is weak now cos its 8am and i have not slept since the day before.) "of course it is good, maybe u can motivate & humiliate yourself by sharing and keeping records day to day, it's like= drawing a map of experiences and ups and downs. You can express your deep thoughts to the public too.. of course only 60% of deep thoughts, The other 40% is all censored stuffs.

The Question Is.. can you commit to blogging, swear you will blog in sickness or in health?

Hahaha, i once had a conversation with Delan Yap at Porno Chicken one night, and i remembered he confidently told me sooner or later you will stop blogging because to be committed to this kind of thing is like= very easy forget wan.. one week never online how? slowly you will be lazy wan.. no story to type how? Hmmm true.. very true i understand completely because i am a lazy person.. my body believes that if its not fun or satisfying to sinful cravings there is no point to do it at all! I don't keep diary, i don't read, i don't browse the internet for boring stuff, i don't commit myself to a disciplined life! I am a hippy! Happy go lucky die die lo that kind..(its not good la in a lot of way, sedang bertaubat lo)

Things should not be the same anymore, since working now.. i should be able to find time blogging in my stress free time. Actually when i work i work i don't do other stuff.. its one of my weakness, multi-tasking is not one of my skill. Hmmm actually i need that skill, its quite important especially to survive and triumph over ladies. Haha! I'll think about that some other time.. when i think about girls my heart beat faster pulak.. naughty naughty body.

OK, to celebrate the opening of my blog i shall post up a picture of me in the middle. Lastly i want to say is that i shall not only dedicate this blog about me but also to others and any general concern that i happen to be concern too, Ya Ta!!