Surprise!

today is my birthday, but i dont have any plans. I went IT class in the morning, then after class right... Janielle had to shove me and drag me into this dark room beside the class. AHEM. I was expecting something else.. LOL

Then turn out there is this cake with candles in the dark room! Then "happy birthday 2 u... happy birthday song"

Rachel Tan Sze Yin!

Hahahaha, how sweet of her, she's holding the cake, planned a suprise for me. Awwwwww Love you Cousin! I know just how much effort she want to make it special.. sneaking and hiding the cake from me all, Pek Kuan helped 2 hide the cake.

Thank you guys! You guys are so sweet! The picture is with u! Ill post it up when u pass 2 me, HAHA. Thank you Friends!

Then later found out Shannon dedicate a post just for me 2, how sweet. Even though she tired, willing 2 wake up 2 write for me all. I feel the love man! What a sweet friend. So tonight end with a family dinner with Ah Kong, It was nice 2. The pictures with my auntie. LOL post it soon yea. Oh yeah

Happy Birthday DAD! ( my birthday is only one day different from his.. mine 7th july and his one is 8th of july ) I can imagine how happy he is during the time i am born, a present wrapped in clinic towel :) Youre the coolest and funniest DAD ever!

"Like father like Son"

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Happy Birthday Caleb!

Dear Caleb, today you had a wonderful day. May 2moro be a great day as well! WE both know when we say "great", Its actually not that great like over the mountains or wonders beneath the seas great.

But its "great" nevertheless.. at least for us, from the simplest get together with close friends and some short afternoon nap, or even serving as an usher at sunday morning church. I appreciate these moment so much, it may not be something I will remember in detail for a long time, but im sure we both can at least say "I have expereince that before!" U know... we shud dream and expect more from ourself so that our "great" really meant GREAT. Hahahaha, but why dont people know that its the simple things that make it beautiful most of the days.

My "Life"

Can be sum up with our 22 years of memories and experince. There is good and also bad memories, but if I could turn back time... I might just change a little part of my life that I regreted, however.... STILL YOUNG LAR! hahahah there is not much I regret anyways, but yes there is some. Still young yess, still a long way ahead of me.

True, and in fact, WEr at a crossroad now.. soon enough We will make big decisions and venture out to carry on our plans. We will be an adult. a matured one. LOL and yes... make a difference as we walk around other peoples lifes and places. And be a success.

Not just any success, Our kind of SUCCESS. The one the world cant offer or measure me with. Why? "because I CAN and I WILL"



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Thank you friends and families that build me up and made me who I am today, And you will never be dissapointed as you see the MAN I am about to become, because I will surely make it BIG to be someone that are Blessed and a Blessing to peoples life. Most importanty.. Thank U

Jesus C.

It got me Thinking

I found back my amega arm bracelet! I drop it under my car passengers seat.

Today i went to combine cell at Anna's house, and pastor John shared. It got me thinking well and hard as i reflect these questions on myself.
And i got really frustrated and dissapointed because i cant answer these questions:

What do you want?
Where are you going?
What are your plans?
What you like?
Who you want to be?
What the f**k are you doing?!!

A big SIGHHHHHHHH

no use crying isnt it, no point being dissapointed at myself 2. Living without guidiance and destination, im lost and this feeling is not good.

There is one thing i could do

The Bible
i have stopped reading it since last 4 to 5 years. The Isrealites and Singapore both are under the management of good biblical principles, living by it, they have prosper even under difficult condition. I have no one 2 turn for advice, my only alternative is by reading The Bible for wisdom and in hope, i could understand myself better 2.




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Sheila! ( If you so happen 2 read this )I just wan 2 let you know that i will give you my moral support as you take the role as our cell leader at Bayu. Stay cheerful! :)

Mind over Muscle

I lost my Amega magnetic arm bracelet, haiya.... i have been wearing that since my MOM gave me.

Actually im not really a fan of this product, and i think they are work of a Con-men trying to earn a fortune by direct selling method. And my Mom is another victim to fall for this, one arm band cost rm 600 on average. Thats stupid, the magnet and the bracelet dont even cost rm20 and even less i can say!

But nevertheless, it reminds me of mom everytime i wear it. So its precious 2 me.

Well good news! I got my my EILTS english test results back and guess wat, i score a 7! a big fat 7 out of 9. AHAHAHA, actually its a piece of cake, i had full confidence I will do well :P thanks guys for praying for me. You know how important this is to me..

Why important? because after this result i will get a confirmation imedietely of my PR visa approval for Australia. And not only that... i actually made a brave challenge to my sister saying
" I wont fail! if I fail I will CHOP OF MY DICK!"
so... in a way, your prayer and mine, had safe my dick. thank you.

I called IDP subang today to ask a favour from them, i asked if they were able 2 send the results to the laywer at australia by email. Spoke to 2 women and got harsh and strong excuse why not to help me. Fine, ill do it myself.

"if i can help ill help my dear"

This is her last sentence when im talking to her on the phone, and i can sense its the most unhonest speech of words anyone could say. Why not she just tell me straight she is not free and too busy 2 help me, and she couldnt care less about my problem and needs. Actually im cool with this, its not much. I manage to provide the details and scannned the results to send by email already.

Its not that im angry at her, she is just one of many people in todays world that are somehow selfish and cold. "If i can help you I will help"

Actually you CAN, you just dont WANT to help.

Its sad really, when I see people around us. The good people are taken advantage of, making them really unsecure and reserved from others, when others ask for help.. most likely people will just ignore and refuse. Especially when asking for money and donations. Why? because so many con-men and so called "beggers" are out there asking for money.. so, somehow. Everyone dont give anymore. Even though it MIGHT be true when someone is BEGGING for food.

There is just so many sick and sad things out there! SO how we know we can trust people out there? WE cannot trust people out there, there are 2 many sick and perverted mental selfish evil monsters inside those bastards.

So we must be smart and use wisdom to the limits, we cant judge people 2. So as i say.. wisdom. We help in a smart way. We react to situations inteligently. We have a brain.. so use it!

I Think I Learn

I wake up

I wake up at around.. 9:30am in the morning. Which is amazing because i would never wake up so early usually if there is no class in the morning.

I was tired yesterday so i slept early.. slept like 9pm, amazing... LOL im so proud of myself!! HAHAHAHA :D

Anyway i thought today will be a boring day, and then..

AND THEN my sister called up! She told me the design work i am doing need to rush to customer today so i was like OH NO, OKAY. LETS DO IT. FINISH IT. Being a perfectionist in design i took alot of effort and time to check and improvise my work and SHE was rushing me and im like WAITTTT LA

I finish everything at 3pm, send the files online and case close. from morning till 3 pm.. gosh, well, in between i got a call from a guy "andrew" telling me my ENG120 class cancelled today. GooD! i felt lazy to go anyway..

In between i took some time to cook maggie mee ( tom yam ) and eat for lunch, thats 12pm lidat. And i took some time 2 cut my nails and clean my laundry folding it neatly in an organized manner.

Before that the "kakak" our part time maid came at about 11:30pm i think. I dont know her name yet, how rude of me.. but i called her "kakak". She clean the house as i work on my project. After she had finish i paid her RM 35, actually she only charge RM 30 but because i gave her a RM 50 note she dont have enough money to give me the balance, she had only RM 15. I said.. "tak apa la, see you bye bye" She finish at around 4:30pm i think.

Then i read a paper advertising "Domino's Pizza" that you could order online. Wow, how convenient. And so i tried order online and true enough, its just a few clicks away and 30minutes for delivery. Must sign up membership for detail purposes though, i finalize my order at about 5:05pm and watch TV as i wait. The Pizza man arrive at about 5:35pm, i paid RM 46.80 for value meal 2 which consist of 2 regular pizza, a 1.5L coke, breadsticks and chicken wings. Thats my wonderful dinner, and i love the taste of "tuna sensation" its so wow!

And my brother and his friend came back from college soon after that and eat with me, Lucky i bought extra, so after that i bath and when out, i fetch my brother and Wilson to Wilson's place at Telok Pulai.


BREAK TIME ( its a long story, take a rest before you read thank you )



And so... after lots of calling and smsing i found myself BUSY with appointments today. Firstly, after Wilsons place i drove straight to Klang Utama near Bukit Bedah to deliver some medications for my little baby nephew AIDEN to her babysitter that lived there.

Its hard to find the place, and im not so familiar with the place. So i made some wrong turnings and had to wait in long lines of traffic lights which annoys the hell out of me! I have some hard time looking for Shell station ( landmark )But this task is important, my baby nephew needs his medication, he is sick. So i manage to deliver and visit him for awhile, hes crying LOL its alrady 7:45 pm


So after that I go straight from there to KLANG PARADE, my college, because my cousin "Rachel" Sze Yin is there, i have to pick her up from college and fetch her home. Wee Han and Ivan accompanied her while waiting for me, thank you both :D

So I drove her home, thank god they reopen the path down the round about towards the Klang bridge. I manage to drop her off at about 8:25pm And then proceed to next destination.

Pick up my BEST FRIEND Shannon at about 8:35pm, and then pick up my BEST FRIEND Sarah as we are heading towards AEON bukit tinggi to hang out. Shannon wanted to exchange an EXPENSIVE BEG she baught yesterday from ROXY because the bag got scratch marks. And in fact, she changed twice! Means she is holding her 3rd bag to perfection. Her second one got defect as well.

And then we search for MY perfume because i wanted to start grooming myself. For various purposes :P And we had fun testing perfumes at PERFUME WORLD, the two sales ladies is so lousy as a sales person. SO SHY!! anyway, we tested loads of perfumes and Sarah and Shannon helped me make decision on which 2 buy. IM not sure what time it was but I had 2 much fun there i dont notice what time.

I ended up buying an awefully expensive perfume, the "Romance by Ralfe Lauren for Men" Shanon insisted i buy the HUGO BOSS wan but i didnt listen to her. LOL Sarah loved this thats why.

WE then proceed to McDonalds for some ice cream and chat like there is no 2moro. Shannon needs to be home by 11pm so I think we leave at around 10:15pm. I had good time with them, both of them are so Silly and soo Lovable ladies.

Then after dropping them home i then proceed to Bukit Tinggi Pool centre and wait for my BESTFRIEND Abel. We play Billiards once or more oftenly every week. I arrived there at about 10:55pm and we play pool until 12:15pm and proceed to PALMGROOVE Mamak Stall and drink and chat.

After that, Ben Tio and Zebeddee called me and i meet them after Palm Groove mamak to Modern Mamak. So as Abel went home i went there for 2nd session of Mamaking. Lets say about..... 1:15pm lidat

And we chatted and talk bullshit until 3pm and i came home after that to bath and sit in my computer typing all this history.

After all this

Through the talking and converstaions I had today, i learn alot of things. Like how to forgive.. what and who is important, learned how 2 give, and help, learn to be a good brother and many other things.

Oh btw my brother lost his phone because he carelessly dropped his phone sumwhere when he go telok pulai's "pasar malam" at around 9:30pm today. LOL

What a day....what a day.

Congratulation Ah Ying

Yesterday, another memorable saturday night it was. Our Cousin, Ah Ying is a married women now. Remember when we was young we use to hang out and go places together, me, my brother, khai hui and ah ying. Time flies and now we are all grown up. Sigh, nothing could replace the golden time's of our age.

So i had a "few" drinks that night. And woke up in the morning with a terrible hangover..now i feel a little better after a short rest.