Fun Friends

during that night we had a really great time..

if anyone of us had any stress or problems that day before the night, in larrys house we enjoyed ourselves as if there is no 2moro ( which is how some end up late for church in the morning ) as if all problems is gone as we drink and laugh

a fare well party for Yang and Caleb, the night before christmas

why i think back of that day?

well..

maybe its because i love the atmosphere. at Larrys small house

we had games, we had fun and laughs

we shud have this party again, as suggested by Larry 2

drink again

trying 2 reason and understand about "girls and chicks"

and have a good old fun time again

"look back and relax! look forward for success!"- Caleb

happy mothers day

hey mom, i know ure never gonna read this, because u dont use the internet.

that is why i dont feel shy typing this, i know u wont gonna read

youre in asutralia now, which is even better.. because im going 2 call u on sunday

and tell you that i love you.

if i were 2 say it in front of u.. ill be shy awkward

mom

youre the best mom in the whole world

youre gentle, so loving, and very loving!

so cute.. so blur... so caring

forgive me for the many times i treat you cold

forgive me for the many times i make you worry

forgive me for misplacing a picture i took with u.. haha.. it will be even more romantic if i had that, even though we both look fat in the picture

thank you for being my mom, love u

next time i promise 2 tell u "i love you"... hopefully u wont laugh at me.. haha

love you miss yap bee hua!

Finding my Pathway

As unique as anyone's fingerprint. None is identical, all is different.

Agree?

I am a man that lose so much that im afraid 2 lose again without realising it, i have stop trying to not lose.

make's sense?

I have gave up, i am drifting by the river. With no destination. No plans, no ambition. i secretly make an excuse for myself, blaming this, that and even the environment.

stop





i have brain... i must use it
i have heart... i must use it
i have eyes.... i must use it
i have ears.... i must use it
i have hands... i must use it
i have mouth... i must use it
i have legs.... i must use it
i have penis... i must use it
i have balls!.. i must use it!


im not a girl, how can i call myself a MAN if i dont even know the simple means of survival to know what i want, know what i need and who i really am!

who i expect to feed my darling wife, protect and care for the love of my life!
( im still single, just an expression )

my heart and soul, my family, who are they gonna depend on if the MAN in the family behaves like a stupid, lifeless and irresponsible outsider!

.......


caleb, the 1st step is 2 know yourself, it is the most important requirement for SUCCESS.

Once you are confident in who you really are, the enemies can take your life 10 times or more.. but your passion and belief, remains.

Life is Life

What is the meaning of life? or the purpose of life?

hmmmmmm

why?

im 21,

and so far. i can conclude that

life is demanding

life has regrets

life has trouble

life has good and sweet moments

what is life without friends

and what is life without family

what is life without food!

ohhh crap.... reminded me of ppl that is so poor they dont have food 2 eat.... sad right?!!! when im self sufficient ill go build a town for them

life has responsibility

life is endless assignments and task

life is..... trying 2 make loneliness go away

hmmmmm

i dont want 2 think about life anymore, whats there 2 think any way... make headache only, and heart pain oso. but ah.... i got a good feeling about living thou

what comes up must come down, what comes out womb must go inside... the ground

HAHAHAHA....sigh.

Ill get back to this question when im more matured. However, i think i already know the answer. But then.. See ya!!!

Erotica - 8star

Oh infant infant, so fragile, so innocent

Go.. ride horsey from the back i said

Snap, picture perfect.

I have the reputation of turning something innocent to something totally wrong, loving it everytime, doing it since year 2000

Yeeha!!!

Robe

Heart & Soul

W
e all have a heart rite.. but mine is very hero

when i was young, this heart of mine is very fragile

makes me cry, when im scared, pee and shited in my pants

when i am liking food, made me thinks eating alot is okay, till im fat

when my parents is away, made me cry, miss them. afraid they will go away

i believed jesus instead of budha.. i wonder why

when im abit older, my heart got hurt

ppl dont help me when im weak, makes me think im stupid

some time later, my heart shuts down and run on auto pilot mode

hmmmmm dont remember much what happen during then

when im teen, my heart became stuck up, being cool, like a rock

hates love music, enjoy house and disco beats more than any other

one day, something sparked.. and my heart felt.. warmer

but my heart has so many worries.. lack of confidence, lack of experience

now my heart is back, to accompany me when im lonely

i wonder where has he been all awhile.. but im glad i have him

i have a good heart, not only he listens.. he promises me good things, gave me hope

my heart stills love food, but i have grown thin and fat and thin again

back 2 fat now... i guess my heart has its up and downs LOL

now my heart knows how 2 appreciate love songs, as long the lyric is romantic and sincere

now that he is back, we grow, and learn, and try 2 keep up

they say men thinks more than feel, how can they say that if my soul lives near my heart? ( or maybe i have turn gay.. LOL impossible.. without boobs and..ill die )

i guess sometimes.. men dont know how 2 express themself well.. we are not as strong as women emotionally, thats why i used 2 hate loves songs

so im sorry, when the time comes, i hope we are ready do well, in speech and in truth, to say what a men have 2 say, 2 do what a men have to do

hey.. im kinda good in typing things out rite? haha! my heart has thick skin 2!

from the bottom of my heart

'lets build us a good man from the inside out ya? lets work!'