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Sunday, March 22, 2009

Bottlecap Wisdom



OK, beside u is stacks of ice cold beers and other drinks, the freezer's see-trough glass radiates with ice mist.. reflecting lights from the beer bottle's surface to the surrounding fragile glassed goodies.

Ohhh yeah, the whole atmosphere and the mood at that point of time entices me to indulge myself with a cold light beer. EMMM EMMMM GULP GULP Hahhhhhhhh

Then u would notice the bottle cap.. just before u throw it away into the bin. There's words of wisdom underneath! It is different every time, this time it reads:

"WHAT? We use at least 54 muscles every time we take a step forward."



Hmmmmmm, i cant help 2 wonder.. the information might not be accurate, might not be true, but this simple trivial information did stop time for few seconds, made me


pause


and thought to myself... "the first step is always the hardest" The First step in everything in our life for anything.. is the killer. All of us made decisions and choices everyday. There is small decisions and there is big decisions in life.

If we have goals, dreams and desire
we then seek to achieve, accomplish and make possible
to live the life, your life.
to hit the mark, cross off your lists and reach the destination.
all that, is a journey and steps

It has to start with the first step, if its your dream, if it is your passion, if its what you really want, its all or nothing. Start with the first step.
Easy to say but really... its the hardest part of all.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

2 much of internet shopping

Auction!

Did i hear $1,300.oo?

Yes, that man with the hat, 1,350.99.

And final call, going.. another bid over there by that handsome man. $1,400.oo!

Final call, going once, twice, SOLD!



Mitsubishi Magna Sedan 1996 model











OMG can u believe it, this is the first car i bought ever since Australia. For just one K and 400 dollars. Very cheap lor!

Bought it trough E-Bay Australia, unusual ho? hahaha. Such a good deal, very happy with the purchase because the condition is very good for a second hand car and its good looking 2! Very powerful engine.

Cars here are so cheap lar, come 2 think of it.

Malaysia's tax on automobile is ridiculously high, but however

Many Malaysian's could still effort 2 spend on cars, its been everyone's goal 2 have at least one personal car and a house. Trough hard work, paying the bank loan plus interest for the car and houses... Impossible if without steady income from the day job. But truly, we shud appreciate our parents for anything and everything.. because its hard work, not easy.

Im so contented right now.. i feel bad. I need 2 put my ass on the fast track and stop being lazy! Lazyness is a sin!

Friday, February 27, 2009

Finally a lousy update ABOUT TV SERIES!!

"OMG Caleb... so long didnt update."

"Yeah... sorry lar, really lazy update u know."

"SAY sorry like you mean it dammit! Everyday everyone telling me Sorry this Sorry that Sorry! sorry! sorry! The word does not make sense anymore, Im Sic.."

"Okay Okay! Yamate shouting! OKay.. you want the full truth!? Ill give u! Actually im not sorry at all!"

"You Bastard! Dont raise your voice to me! This is what i get when u left me for years!?"

(SLAP!!!!!!!)

...........................................

(a 3 second stare in shock and hatred.... tears rolling down and anger rising to the back of my ears )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! YOU BITCH!

(HONG KONG KICK!!) KAPAWWWW!!!!!!!

" I HAVE Imagine THIS very KICK in YOUR FACE!! FOR YEARS IN MY HEAD!!! just as i expected!!! IT FELT GOOD!!! " AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

*Pause*







Ahem... actually, the message that i want 2 deliver is.. that, my life now, unlike a TV Drama.. Is boring, routiny and "Bleak" <-------- before i met Wee Han i never knew such word existed. ( Not that when i met him i became bleak... but in knowledge wise. )


yeah.. sorry tho for lack of updates.

nothing much really... work... eat... computer.... boring routine again and again.

But i will like 2 share something. Recently ive been in the web , streaming movie series 2 watch. AND as i stumbled and hooked on this particular TV series...

I could have never love any other TV shows more than this.

Possibly the best show ever made and played in TV

Brilliant and witty!

A balance mix of Humor and Humor and also Meaningful/Educative drama with a Moral.

Top notch acting! And great characters! ( Not just any stuck up and good looking type! )

A half an hour, jam packed squeezed air tight of perfect scenes with awesome dynamic of entertainment you would not regret every minute of it!!

What kinda TV series that topped many many others alike???

heres a tip.. its about doctors.




Not just any doctors... Funny doctors!




ring any bell? any so called good TV series escaped your eyes before?




What else!?????






THE SCRUBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WINNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


*DING DING DING*










ITS A REALLY AWESOME SHOW! With just the right amount of coolness and seriousness + sweetness and MANY MANY Funny Humor that will tickle your bone!

Perfect for you if you want some laughs and amusement.


Well... Apart from this.. "Family Guy" cartoon is also one of the best for me.
Why not "Heroes"?

nah... cos its so serious and stuff, even tho its cool and all.. but i wouldn't waste my time chasing the series. By the way.. PPl say i look like Hiro Nakamura, Before this.. i am offended when ppl say that becos... during that time. I look better than him, but now its different. Now i think he is better looking than me d.. T.T sob sob!!

ANd NO! its not becos of that i dont want 2 watch!! ..... DONT JUDGE ME!!! ...okay. maybe the reason i dont like the show is a little bit concerning this.. But not as a WHOLE!!! OKAY!? DONT JUDGE ME!!!!!!

hahaha ( i find ppl that is vulnerable rather amusing, there's lots of these kinda act from Elliot Reid in Scrubs! )



And being a sore winner, i detest all other "Doctor"'s show! ALL ARE CRAP COMpare to THE MIGHTY SCRUBS!! ESP GREY ANATOMY!!! ( but i find the girl with blue eyes cute! but she looks bitchy. So does the Asian girl doctor. Ultimate bitchy look! )

"Smart ass Bossy Bitch 1"



"Cute Bitch 2"




The famous Hiro!!

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

The Day before New Year's eve

ok, before u read further on carelessly, this post is rather embarrassing and emotional in a way, so.. dont look down on me ah. thank u. ahem.

So its the night before new years eve right.. as usual, after work. We will let Mongo ( my dog ) unleashed so he could run around happily.

its just that night. i felt the most terrible feeling of hurt and sadness, my dog ran out.. usually he will come back, but that night. He never did.

shit

my father drove around town 2 look for him, no sign of him. We look out the door several times in a hope he will be outside the pavement as usual.. but no sign of him.

During this time, i didnt say anything, i have lost for words. Its really my 1st time 2 go trough this tragedy, 2 have someone close 2 me taken away. In this time, flashes of thoughts flooding me. I question myself, "who would took him", "would they hurt him" and "where is he"

I prayed, and i did cried, just tears, no sobbing and mourning. Because throughout the whole time, i tried 2 keep strong, but my heart is in pain, and hurt. I just couldn't stop my tears. I wiped it off when someone walk pass by.

I imagine someone hurting mongo, and got really angry but helpless.. i curse whoever that would hurt and kidnap my mongo. Even though i am clueless as to what really happen to him. I stayed up late till 2am, felling restless, i when out 2 look around if by any luck or chance, i can find him. But i came back with nothing, mom ask me where i went, I said, " i went to the shop 2 get some drinks ".

JUST FOR THOUGHTS
You have no idea how Men would cover up his emotion no matter what the cost. Even if it means lying 2 himself. U will be lucky if a men would share some emotional experience with u, or just talk about hurtful experience with all their heart. I would say... its once in a full moon opportunity. Even with close friends, men tend 2 have fun 2gether. Sorry, i dont intend to stereotype, but at least i think it this way. Its true for me.


ANYWAY



I sleep after that, but not after i have stared out the door window 2 look for any sign of Mongo. In my dream, i did dream of my dog. But other things concerning it as well, could not really remember.

7am- i woke up, went 2 the toilet. Stared out the door window.. still no sign of my dog. Felt weak and down. I went back 2 sleep again.

10am i think.. some guy knocks on the door, and my dad answers it. The conversation woke me up. Its a man from the council, and a few words he mentions caught my attention. "your dog" and "hes safe" omg. Some guy found him wondering around and handed him 2 the town's council in the middle of the night. omg. I am so happy!

IM SO HAPPY! the best feeling ever



when my dog came home running, and he ran up 2 my bed ( yes.. im still in the bed ) and licked me. omg. I hugged him and say. " i missed u terribly 2! "

My days was so fine after that. New Years eve business is not that busy, not as busy as the day before, but we got lots of big group customers. And all is good! We celebrated at 11pm before the coundown with some crayfish and oyster dish with the staff and some close frens from thailand.

ITS all Good! HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!






JUST FOR THOUGHTS
*troughout this sad experience, it cost us $80 fine from the council for letting our dog running around unattended. But wt the heck he always run around. And he always comes back! Its some people will just let him be and not catch him, he will run back home safely eventually. But wat the heck. $80 or $800. U will give anything 2 have your love ones back, and i love my dog Mongo very very much.

Now that i have felt partially the pain, of parents, that have children or love ones that is kidnapped, murdered and stolen. I curse those fucking heartless criminals of a kind even more. How could god, find room in his heart, 2 still forgive ppl like this? Its just unthinkable, can u imagine the cost and what god have do deal with, to forgive? never thought of it this way before eh, If u have gone trough.. u will know, forgiving is never easy. Its easy 2 hate, but not 2 forgive.

"be a man, do the right thing" - quote from someone from YAF that quoted this from somewhere last time.

"its easier said than done"

"you will never understand, if u never experience it before."

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Australia part 1




Today, my dog Mongo pissed on my bed. And so, we got very angry at him. Ignoring his puppy eyes, when he reach my leg and stared at me with sadness.. as if begging for forgiveness. But, i ignore him anyway. Eventually, he slowly walks away.. i heard his subtle whimpering. AWWWWW 2moro i play with u kay? tonight ure been punished! Dont do that anymore.




Ahhhhh camera! Today, robe town had a Christmas parade! Its so cool, every locals dress up, and parade around the town, throwing candies and entertain ppl. Theres big dinosour truck, superheroes, clowns, and even ladies that flaunt their skirt proudly revealing undergarments that said "happy merry Christmas"

This is the kind of time i wished i had a camera with me. If only i had a penny for every time i said that!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Crazy little Frens we have




( Stole the pictures from Aisha's blog )