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Friday, April 11, 2008

Life is Life




What is the meaning of life? or the purpose of life?

hmmmmmm

why?

im 21,

and so far. i can conclude that

life is demanding

life has regrets

life has trouble

life has good and sweet moments

what is life without friends

and what is life without family

what is life without food!

ohhh crap.... reminded me of ppl that is so poor they dont have food 2 eat.... sad right?!!! when im self sufficient ill go build a town for them

life has responsibility

life is endless assignments and task

life is..... trying 2 make loneliness go away

hmmmmm

i dont want 2 think about life anymore, whats there 2 think any way... make headache only, and heart pain oso. but ah.... i got a good feeling about living thou

what comes up must come down, what comes out womb must go inside... the ground

HAHAHAHA....sigh.

Ill get back to this question when im more matured. However, i think i already know the answer. But then.. See ya!!!

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Erotica - 8star





Oh infant infant, so fragile, so innocent

Go.. ride horsey from the back i said

Snap, picture perfect.

I have the reputation of turning something innocent to something totally wrong, loving it everytime, doing it since year 2000

Yeeha!!!

Robe





Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Heart & Soul




W
e all have a heart rite.. but mine is very hero

when i was young, this heart of mine is very fragile

makes me cry, when im scared, pee and shited in my pants

when i am liking food, made me thinks eating alot is okay, till im fat

when my parents is away, made me cry, miss them. afraid they will go away

i believed jesus instead of budha.. i wonder why

when im abit older, my heart got hurt

ppl dont help me when im weak, makes me think im stupid

some time later, my heart shuts down and run on auto pilot mode

hmmmmm dont remember much what happen during then

when im teen, my heart became stuck up, being cool, like a rock

hates love music, enjoy house and disco beats more than any other

one day, something sparked.. and my heart felt.. warmer

but my heart has so many worries.. lack of confidence, lack of experience

now my heart is back, to accompany me when im lonely

i wonder where has he been all awhile.. but im glad i have him

i have a good heart, not only he listens.. he promises me good things, gave me hope

my heart stills love food, but i have grown thin and fat and thin again

back 2 fat now... i guess my heart has its up and downs LOL

now my heart knows how 2 appreciate love songs, as long the lyric is romantic and sincere

now that he is back, we grow, and learn, and try 2 keep up

they say men thinks more than feel, how can they say that if my soul lives near my heart? ( or maybe i have turn gay.. LOL impossible.. without boobs and..ill die )

i guess sometimes.. men dont know how 2 express themself well.. we are not as strong as women emotionally, thats why i used 2 hate loves songs

so im sorry, when the time comes, i hope we are ready do well, in speech and in truth, to say what a men have 2 say, 2 do what a men have to do

hey.. im kinda good in typing things out rite? haha! my heart has thick skin 2!

from the bottom of my heart

'lets build us a good man from the inside out ya? lets work!'

Saturday, February 2, 2008

Planet Terror

I
Salute you PLANET TERROR! THE BEST sci-fi MOVIE EVER MADE!! 10 times greater than KILL BILL!




The Hottest Girl Hero ever! Thank you Rose Mcgowan for being sexy even without a leg!!


Hot~Hot~HOT~~!!
The One Legged Striper with an attitude & with a pycho lesbian nurse in a bike.. how goo00d can it be!




you guys really need 2 check this out,banned in Malaysia.. this is really something 2 look out 4
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GRINDHOUSE work.. Dead Proof